underlying irritatedness...

I noticed something curious yesterday.
I decided to do a project - if i could post pictures I'd post one. They're cute little fabric stars that will be christmas gifts for some naughty people I know. They're not at all useful.
Anyways, I was sewing away and started to notice I was getting pretty irritated. I was thinking about how long this was taking and how I had so many other things to do, and this should only take a certain allotted amount of time or I wouldn't get everything done. And I realized that I'm in a constant state of underlying irritatedness about not having enough time, and wanting to do everything.
Wow, is mat leave gunna hit hard!