What is Tired of Smiling about?

I smile through life.
Ask most of the people I know. I'm the cheery one. It's automatic and I can't help it. It's some sort of social conditioning, I suppose. I'm hiding so I don't have to be exposed.
I'm the one at the party who just stands in the corner smiling trying to look like they're having a good time.
That's me.
And I'm tired of it, so no more forced smiles here.
And it turns out I think I have a lot to say. All on different topics, mind you. Sorry, dear reader. I know you would probably prefer a topic of some sort, but I just can't do it.

I promise not to be so glumn (isn't that a fun spelling?) in the future, just had to set the stage. Ask my hubby (the King) or kiddo, and they'll tell you, there's an inner troll hiding out.

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