I just remembered that I had a dream last night that I had the baby. She was born by c-section and I wasn't disappointed at all. I felt healthy and calm and so did the baby. I wonder what would happen in real life that would make that reality.
Oh, and, yes, it was a girl. She was perfectly delicious, and the calmest baby ever.
Hmmm.... I was blonde and skinny and smiling, and it was sunny out - maybe I was dreaming someone else's dream. Wouldn't that be a cruel joke!